Echoes in the suburb.

It's back again.
It came back as suddenly as it went away.
Visions of a silhouette walking on the pavement of a bustling city street. Tall buildings on both sides of the road, yellow taxis with horns blaring. Traffic light at red.
There were never any pedestrians. No one walking on the pavement except the lone silhouette.
The cars never moved. They were just waiting for the light to turn green. In my visions, the lights were always red.
And the sound of car horns echoing in the street.
I haven't had that vision in a long time, but suddenly it's just back again. It's pretty simple and uncomplicated but I guess there's something you can draw out from it.

The rainy day

Rainy days are when you slow down to think.

I have a lot of things to do, but i don't seem to have the will to do it. I keep pushing it to the next day and the next, and at the end of the year I will realize that nothing changed. I keep postponing having to clear my study room, having to sort out the remainder of my books, having to do this and to do that. I keep postponing, but I don't know what I'm waiting for.
In another 20 or less days, PMR results are gonna be out.
This thought which has never occurred to me ever before has suddenly surfaced in my thoughts. See, that's what rainy days do to you.

But I sure as hell am not ready to end this chapter of my life.

Riddle #1

A child is feeding ducks by the pond in the park. The child is feeding the ducks happily.
It starts to rain. The child runs for shelter.
The child makes a phone call to his mother.
The mother drives from home to pick up the child.
On the way, she accidentally drives into a neighbor's front lawn due to poor vision.
The neighbor opens his living room window and starts shouting unpleasantries and demanding compensation.
Harassed mother apologizes and drives on.
Not long after, she crashes into a fallen tree, denting her newly purchased automobile.
She drives on, faster now, for the child's sake.
Then she caught speeding and is flagged down and fined by a traffic cop for violating traffic rules.
Finally she arrives at the park. The child gets into the car.
The mother starts scolding the child, telling him all the trouble she has gone through to pick him up in the rain.
The child feels sorry. He realizes how much trouble he has caused.
He realizes the hardships he has put his mother through by going to the park to feed the ducks.
Suddenly, he wished he had never gone to the park.
But how was he supposed to know that it was going to rain?