It sucks to be noboby, for all the right reasons.
on saturday i arrived at ballet school but i couldn't remember the door-opening combination number.
and then, i forgot it was mother's day until the actual day. i didn't even get my mum anything. i'm sorry.
and then, arriving at church i forgot it was my turn to do AV.
which just goes to show, i'm so damn preoccupied that i take no notice of my surroundings.
i'm a deluded moron. i can't change anything now. because it's over, and there's nothing i can do.
and then i wish i could turn back the clock again. i wish so bad. i cling on to those two days, remembering over and over again, picking on our every mistake, and if only we had done better, if only i had spotted those mistakes sooner, if only we had corrected them.
it haunts me at night.
we were nobody, we are nobody, and we never gonna be somebody. because it was our one and only chance, and we lost it.
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